Open Question: i want to kill myself……………… a?
i dont know y i am living for,i know that even after my death no one will care , REASONS FOR KILLING MYSELF 1-never made a friend in my life 2-always abuse verbally and physically from school to classes (right from the begining of the day of school) 3-nobady cares for me 4-cant remeber when i lalf truely last time like i think its been years 5-havent played cricket or any physical game in last 7 years and now i am 17 year old 6-i am physically weak and my height is just 5′4 and weight is 40 kg and have truely ugly faced means looks normal but when u will see me laughing i will look worst than the pig 6-spended last 4 years in computer,like chating trying to make online friends 7-never gone to friend home untill after 15years 8-due to my small hieght and worst part my baby look face with totally hair problem,and i cannot speak proparly means when i say cat the actuall word u will hear is tat(got my point i pronuced c as t,) ,makes me a perferct idiot looking person in the world realyy not lying……………..and main reason for no friendship 9-everybody tease me and phydicall hit me cause i donot look adult 10-my death will be party day for all who know me 11-after geeting in college ,at leats coolge guys were good but clases my life got worse,in clases guys around me always slaps me hit me black and blue and worst part once they called in to go in the mall and there they abuse me in front of many people till now i am leaving in hell,dont want to know what my future will be,very scare,i was a bright student in child days to be exact only till 5 standard and the abusing process started from that age and after that my preformance started degrading from 90% to just passing marks,…………. well i think i am the unluckiest person in the world,i think i will die of heart attack at age 16 only,my future,i have never discused my problem to anyone except for i asked help from my brother a few times when i was in school against person who tase me a lot but now i am in college ,with totally left along just like a plant kept in dessert for dying,i dont want to kill myself but there is not a reason for living for,well the reason for asking this question is to get opinion from you guys cause there is no friend of mine with whom i can share this problem and please dont tell me to get concern from parenst this will only make situations worst and i must have to kill myself ,i know my parents nature thats y,……………………………………………this is faked id to protect my identity and i am a boy age 17 now but still looks like im still 12 years old my baby face i have vied answers but i cant take it anymore ,well if u guys were in my placed than you would be asking same question but lets see will there be anybody who can change my life or death sentence is the only answer…………well if next few days i will be having board exams which are consider for jobs and havent studied a bit for it and my family is hoping for 90% from me ,thinking of this makes me more feeling of killing myself,
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Open Question: i want to kill myself……………… a?
